February 2012
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Every time I go to an all ages show I remember that I’m too fucking old to be at all ages shows. I felt like I was an unofficial chaperone wondering how the hell these kids were going to get home at 3AM.
…and 6 hours of mediocre hip hop is so not my cup tea. I can’t even.
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- bath taken
- hair up
- hoodie on
Now I just have to do my nails, burn a new mix, and wait for my food to get here so I can be in the right space to really unpack the “Undoing Racism” workshop in the most thoughtful, careful, and transparent way possible.
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xmertz replied to your chat: I should really get paid for this shit.
fight party
Lol, whatever Mertz! I just punched him in the arm and he decided to have a conniption. So not my fault.
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I should really get paid for this shit.
bagman: Where are you been. I miss having you in my life.
me: Dude, I've been around. Whatever. How have you been?
bagman: I got arrested yesterday for kicking two guys asses who wanted to mug me. They're in the hospital now.
me: Ah I see. Sprained knuckle joint, but not broken you'd be fine. Thorenson! You do realize you're using my hip as a seat.
thorenson: It's because I want you to spank me.
me: Dream on man. Why do guys always want me to hit them? I punched this dude in the arm the other night because he wanted to see how hard I could hit.
bagman: I don't normally ask people to hit me but you, I want you to do it. I'm a trained fighter and I promise I won't hit you back.
me: (Why is this happening again?) Seriously. C'mon. No.
bagman: Do it. Please?
me: Okay...
bagman: If you do that again, that'll be it for me. I won't be able to stop myself from being all over you. I'll have to take you home right now. You can hit me any time you want. I'll give you whatever you want. I know people; I can make things happen. Anything. Anything. You just say the word.
thorenson: God was it that good? Hit me too Cyd!!!
me: Down boys. Watch my drink for a second.
thorenson: Yes mistress.
bagman: Can you text me "You've been a very naughty boy"? Please?
*smh* Well I guess I know who my first two clients are going to be.
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For someone’s who is labeled as “promiscuous” I really don’t have enough sex.
Last night I met a man who watched me from across the room until I stared back and said “hi” with a pretty serious ‘what the fuck do you want?’ look.
He’s a professional skydiver, played bass in funk and metal bands, plays guitar and drums for his own project,...
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“But hurry, let’s entwine ourselves as one,
our mouth broken, our soul bitten...”
– Federico García Lorca, Sonnet of the Garland of Roses, trans. by Scott Tucker (via frenchtwist)
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this is a petition for body modifications to be... →
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“I want to rip off your logic and make passionate sense to you. I want to ride in...”
– Jeffrey McDaniel (via youngfolksociety)
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So much was said in the workshop today and I have so many thoughts about it.
But, I’ll deal with it tomorrow.
Tonight I have more bones to shatter so they can stop haunting me with their escape patterns.
(At least the person I wanted to be my writing advisor for this project is all in and was totally flattered that I trusted her, respected her, and admired her writing style/feedback...
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Untitled draft: Thoughts of Cain
I wrote most of this in a meeting yesterday as part of a pretty big personal project I’m working on
(TW: cutting, extreme physical dominance)
The dream is always the same
I want to fuck you like a foreign film
Dark quarters, black bootprints make
With no subtitles to get you through this
Blooming bruises on your pale chest
And I’m a country that you don’t ever ever
Ever ever...
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We're hosting and participating in a 2 day 9am -...
Holy shit.
…and away we go.
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partypropagandaprofessional:
Asking people of color where they’re from and then saying no where are you really from when they say New York the United States IS RACIST.
This happens all the time to me and has been happening all my life. It’s a game now. Last week I was told I was from the DR. I wonder where I’ll be told I’m from next week.
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Fun fact: I look at anatomical structures so...
Strange.
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“What seems more difficult to discern is a clear path to how to allow the kids a...”
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Sex Ed 202: Raising a sex positive kid Part 2 | Good Vibrations Magazine (via sexualassumptions)
A village in Cambodia has a good idea of how to combat this. See this article I wrote a while ago about the Kreung tribe in Cambodia (warning, their practice, as far as my understanding, is largely...
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“i want to help you
but i don’t know how”
– chibi
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