My name is Cyd
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Final five finished. I’m too tired to put everything up on Etsy now but it’s definitely happening this weekend.

woot!

** They’re up!! Click on the link above to buy!! **

Sometimes ideas work out the way you want them to and make you a wee bit giddy… or maybe it’s the lack of sleep :-/

Misfits, Sex Pistols, Ramones, Descendents, and possibly The Clash on Wednesday.
Everything up on the Etsy shop this weekend (hopefully). 

** They’re up. Click on the link above to buy!! **

New example tote bag for class based on the “Who are you when no one else is around?” reflection question. (Much cooler than the old one too ;D)

New example tote bag for class based on the “Who are you when no one else is around?” reflection question. (Much cooler than the old one too ;D)

Sewing’s done! Now for the studding.

Sewing’s done! Now for the studding.

Getting more commissions!

Wallet for one of my girlies! That makes 3 tonight. I could crank these out all day.

maybe etsy needs to be a thing after all… that and doing my nails, sheesh.

A little patience + (a need to move my hands + something to do when I can’t sleep) = a budding earring arsenal for no apparent reason.

Newest creepster addition to my desk.
Apparently this is what happens when people assign me to “open studio” time with teens at work.

Newest creepster addition to my desk.

Apparently this is what happens when people assign me to “open studio” time with teens at work.

What do you do when you’re in a meeting sitting next to the cute guy & across from your ExecDirector who’s making faces at you because you’re sitting next to the cute guy?
Doodle in technicolor, of course.

What do you do when you’re in a meeting sitting next to the cute guy & across from your ExecDirector who’s making faces at you because you’re sitting next to the cute guy?

Doodle in technicolor, of course.

letapedeck:

The Hanged Man.
8tracks/download/spotify
The Fool settles beneath a tree, intent on finding his spiritual self. There he stays for nine days, without eating, barely moving. People pass by him, animals, clouds, the wind, the rain, the stars, sun and moon. On the ninth day, with no conscious thought of why, he climbs the tree and dangles from a branch upside down like a child. For a moment, he surrenders all that he is, wants, knows or cares about. Coins fall from his pockets and as he gazes down on them - seeing them not as money but only as round bits of metal.
It seems to him that his perspective of the world has completely changed, as if his inverted position has allowed him to dangle between the mundane world and the spiritual world, able to see both. It is a dazzling moment, dreamlike yet crystal clear.
Timeless as this moment of clarity seems, he realizes that it will not last. Very soon, he must right himself, but when he does, things will be different. He will have to act on what he’s learned. For now, however, he just hangs, weightless as if underwater, observing, absorbing, seeing. 
It’s where I am right now. I might be here for a while.
Tracks:
1. Leave Me Alone • Natalie Imbruglia
2. Stumped • Minor Threat
3. I Knew This Nurse • Crime
4. Nausea • Los Angeles
5. Dimension • Wolfmother
6. Regulator • Bad Brains
7. Nimrod’s Son • Pixies
8. Under My Thumb • The Rolling Stones
9. Strutter • Kiss
10. Big Brother • David Bowie
11. Hospital White • Past Lives
12. 2 Di 6 • Raein
13. Babylonia Gorgon • The Bags
14. What’s This Shit Called Love? • Pagans
15. Bela Lugosi’s Dead • Bauhaus
16. Dry • PJ Harvey

letapedeck:

The Hanged Man.

8tracks/download/spotify

The Fool settles beneath a tree, intent on finding his spiritual self. There he stays for nine days, without eating, barely moving. People pass by him, animals, clouds, the wind, the rain, the stars, sun and moon. On the ninth day, with no conscious thought of why, he climbs the tree and dangles from a branch upside down like a child. For a moment, he surrenders all that he is, wants, knows or cares about. Coins fall from his pockets and as he gazes down on them - seeing them not as money but only as round bits of metal.

It seems to him that his perspective of the world has completely changed, as if his inverted position has allowed him to dangle between the mundane world and the spiritual world, able to see both. It is a dazzling moment, dreamlike yet crystal clear.

Timeless as this moment of clarity seems, he realizes that it will not last. Very soon, he must right himself, but when he does, things will be different. He will have to act on what he’s learned. For now, however, he just hangs, weightless as if underwater, observing, absorbing, seeing. 

It’s where I am right now. I might be here for a while.

Tracks:

1. Leave Me Alone • Natalie Imbruglia

2. Stumped • Minor Threat

3. I Knew This Nurse • Crime

4. Nausea • Los Angeles

5. Dimension • Wolfmother

6. Regulator • Bad Brains

7. Nimrod’s Son • Pixies

8. Under My Thumb • The Rolling Stones

9. Strutter • Kiss

10. Big Brother • David Bowie

11. Hospital White • Past Lives

12. 2 Di 6 • Raein

13. Babylonia Gorgon • The Bags

14. What’s This Shit Called Love? • Pagans

15. Bela Lugosi’s Dead • Bauhaus

16. Dry • PJ Harvey


Edge of Reason (dwnld/8tracks)
I want to stand as close to the edge as I can without going over. Out on the edge you see all the kinds of things you can’t see from the center. - Kurt Vonnegut. 

This playlist is the only way I’m going to make it through the rest of the day.

Edge of Reason (dwnld/8tracks)

I want to stand as close to the edge as I can without going over. Out on the edge you see all the kinds of things you can’t see from the center. - Kurt Vonnegut. 

This playlist is the only way I’m going to make it through the rest of the day.

(Source: cyanyde)

your face has changed since december.

round hilled cheeks
have begun to hug bone
two clear pools
have hardened to green glass

how can those same lips
hold their place
steadfast
colored cardinal rose
while planes shift north and south?

your words have stilled into amber.

heartfelt mantras
now glide from left to east
entrails now spill
openly onto pages

how can that same fire
sparks of blue 
lightquick
wrapped up in wry laughter
write new lines of memory?

letapedeck:

I met a boy once and in three hours he came close to remapping my entire existence. It was like being mesmerized by the blackest mirror. I hope I never see him again. 
Download | Spotify | 8tracks
1. You’re Gonna Kill That Girl - Ramones
2. The Life and Death of Mr. Badmouth - PJ Harvey
3. White Rabbit - Jefferson Airplane
4. Race Mixing - Teenage Jesus & the Jerks
5. 6” Gold Blade - The Birthday Party
6. Glory Box - Portishead
7. Metal Postcard - Siouxsie and the Banshees
8. III - Shoppers
9. I Want to Kill You Like They Do In The Movies - Marilyn Manson
10. Intro 2009/Liberty Lost - Sick Fix
11. Des Ruines - Sed Non Satiata
12. I Put a Spell on You - Nick Cave
13. Junkhead - Alice in Chains
14. The Beautiful Ones - Prince
15. Johanna - Iggy Pop & James Williamson
16. Scorpio Sword - The Flaming Lips
(This is the final edit of Kiss Me Kill Me)

letapedeck:

I met a boy once and in three hours he came close to remapping my entire existence. It was like being mesmerized by the blackest mirror. I hope I never see him again. 

DownloadSpotify | 8tracks

1. You’re Gonna Kill That Girl - Ramones

2. The Life and Death of Mr. Badmouth - PJ Harvey

3. White Rabbit - Jefferson Airplane

4. Race Mixing - Teenage Jesus & the Jerks

5. 6” Gold Blade - The Birthday Party

6. Glory Box - Portishead

7. Metal Postcard - Siouxsie and the Banshees

8. III - Shoppers

9. I Want to Kill You Like They Do In The Movies - Marilyn Manson

10. Intro 2009/Liberty Lost - Sick Fix

11. Des Ruines - Sed Non Satiata

12. I Put a Spell on You - Nick Cave

13. Junkhead - Alice in Chains

14. The Beautiful Ones - Prince

15. Johanna - Iggy Pop & James Williamson

16. Scorpio Sword - The Flaming Lips

(This is the final edit of Kiss Me Kill Me)

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